Little angels can change ur life in a second... At least, for me, that happened

Some years ago, when I was 21 (I am 26, right now) I met a really cute baby who changed my thought about maternity. The story in more or less words is as follows:

I always thought that maternity wouldn`t be an option for me!!!... I was sure I couldn`t be a good mother because of different reasons: I was a very insecure person, I didn`t enjoy my childhood, I thought that mothers cannot make mistakes and I ALWAYS MAKE MISTAKES!!!...etc.

This is easy to understand since the world is getting so evil: Destruction, Violence, Wars, Criminals, Poverty, Hate, Sin.  However, I hadn`t realized that I had been selfish with the called that God has had for me: To be an amazing Wife-Mom.

I know that I am not married but, I know that God was showing me How scared I was about the idea of having kids... I AM A DAUGHTER OF GOD!!!...HOW CAN I BE A CHICKEN??... that's not a christian heart... and..let me tell u how I figured it out.

I had had a very hard day at school. The day was so warm and sunny and I had had a terrible headache. I used to carry ALL my books and material at school and I needed to go home early that evening because I had a lot tasks to finish.

I couldn`t get a ride and I took a bus that was full ... "What a LUCKY girl!!!" - I said. My book bag was killing my back and a girl asked if she could help me with that... "Oh, no...it's too heavy" - I replayed. Plus, she was carrying a little baby and for a moment, when I looked at his little eyes, I forgot about all my lack of strenght.

Since I never thought about the idea of becoming a mom, I hadn`t spent time for thinking about the miracle of a new life...

The little baby was pretty cute... His innocence made me think about the good side of This world... My heart was feeling something warm inside... I couldn`t tell u why... but... that was awesome.... I felt that God was going to talk to me...

I was asking some things about the little baby to his mom... She was smilling the whole time... She was so happy!!!... She was part of the miracle of sharing life... She was part of the Plan of God.... I was thinking inside: " What about if Maternity is an option for me??"... "What do u think God?"... "Would I become a good mom??".... U KNOW WHAT WAS THE ANSWER FROM GOD??...

All of a sudden, the little baby touched one of my finger with his little hand and IN THAT MOMENT, I felt how I received a message in my heart. I felt how this little baby was the angel that God had for changing my life. That little baby talked to me through his love and smile.

It was time for saying bye to these people and the little kid didn`t want to let me go... I knew that I had to tell him that I had gotten the message and when I say "Now, I do not feel scared", he let me go, he opened his little hand and I kept smiling...

I am not going to forget that day...

p.s. I wrote this, because SOMEDAY in the future, when I get married and I can have the blessing of having kids...I want them to know that they are going to be the most happiest gift in my life....

I know that many people think that miracles are a normal part of life and we do not feel surprised about them.

I am here, trying to share an amazing miracle that God made me part of : Healing.

I know that many people think that miracles are a normal part of life and we do not feel surprised about them. In my case, when I knew that God healed me, it was very difficult to believe. I was 7 years old when that happened and my mom didn't tell me until I turned 12.

I always say that the miracle was for my mom. She is the main character of this story. She is the one who opened her heart for getting the blessing that God had for her. She is the warrior who is always showing me how Great is Our Lord. Thank u Mom!!!

However, before starting with my testimony, I would like to say Thank u My friend (U know who u are!!)... U helped me in order to get encouraged for sharing this. U know that I would never write this if u were not helping me with all ur support. Thank u D... (I am not going to say ur name because I do not know if u want it)...

Something else I want to add is that, as u can see, I am not a native English speaker, so, my English is not the best one and I make a lot of grammar mistakes... I apologize about it and, I hope u can understand my story.

Thank u for taking the time for reading this. The only goal for sharing this is to try to help many people who is waiting for a miracles. Sometimes is not necessary to keep praying so much. GOD IS IN CONTROL. I could realize that.

I know that many people want to be healed. Many ones want to get a miracle. Many ones want to feel that God is there with them. Although...God is Everywhere, God is Listening u, God is the best father!!!...Do not worry if something negative and sad is happening in ur life. Do not worry!!!... God is there... God is there... Holding ur hand and hugging u... Do not lose ur Hope... God is there!!!...

And, I know that I cannot say that I am a better person than u and that was the reason God healed me. I cannot say that AT ALL. But, all I can say, is that God was there giving me a proof of His Pure Love that I do not deserve. Wow!!!... Sometimes I woud like to do something "good" for God, but I cannot... I am just a Human Being...

Let's start with the story...

I was almost 7 years old when my father died. His "best friend" (George) said to my mom that he would help with all the businesses of my father. He said that he wold handle with everything. My mom was almost getting crazy. She was sad and very depressed. She didn`t know about how to manage my father's businesses. She was working like a nurse just because she loved to do that and she was not involved in my Father's stuff. She believed in George and she signed many papers and she left all about it with my father's best friend.

Guess what??? George didn`t help. He just stole all the money of my father and he took all he could of that. My mom was so sad and she didn`t do anything against him. She said that God would be in control. Money was not important. The really important thing was to be together and to smile.

Six months later, I got very sick. Doctors told my mom that I had leukemia. Acute lymphoblastic leukemia. The doctors asked my mom the reason she never saw I was so sick. My disease was terminal for that time. My mom couldn`t believe what she was listening. But, God gave her always the strenght and she realized about that. She felt so desesperated, because her family and my father's family didn`t help her. She was alone. She thought that, but she was wrong!!!...God was there. Waiting for the right time for helping her.

I remember the day she said: "Shuri, I am not going to cry anymore"... She got so strong.... Actually, she didn't tell me what kind of disease I had. She just said I had a flu and that I would be o.k.... "U are going to get better, Shuri"... I remember her saying that to me every day. I trusted her. and..she smiled the whole time since that day...

She was so worried because she didn`t have money for paying for any treatment... and... it is incredible that nobody helped her!!!... U do not know how incredible is my mom and she is always helping everyone!!!...

When she was more desesperated and when she thought that nobody would help her; a friend of my father called from USA and he said that he could give her some money.
My mom took the last money she had and took the risk of going there for taking the help that guy was offering.

When my mom arrived at the place and she were going to meet that guy; someone stole her things...clothes, papers, most of the money she had for the trip.... Can u believe it??

She couldn`t meet my father's friend...he didn`t show up... and... it was her last chance for getting some money for being back at home and to start a treatment...

She said she was walking and she found a little chapel... She prayed there for 2-3 hours...she was tired and without hope...she said nobody was in the chapel: Just her!!! After those 2-3 hours someone touched her right shoulder and asked her: "May I help u?"...

She said it was very nice to feel that someone was interested in her needs..and..she felt a little better...

He was a very tall black guy... wearing fancy white clothes... He offered to pay the trip to my mom for being back to my city...and..What a coincidence!!!... He was going to fly to my city that day, too....

They were talking when they went back to my city... and..my mom had forgotten for that time that I was sick!!!... But, the guy asked her the reason she was sad hours ago and she said it was because of her daughther who was sick... he said he was a doctor and that he was going to be at my city in a huge conference of a new treatment for kids with leukemia... and my mom said to him that my decease was leukemia..so.. maybe, he could treat me...

He said it was an experimental treatment... and..that they could try to see if could work on me...

but..he said the first step would be to make me going on a diet...A DIET??..yes, a DIET..haha..why??..well he was explaining that i needed 2 weeks for desintoxicate my body of some toxins..and..I do not know what else did he said...

He wrote on a paper the diet and..he said it would be just green vegetables and some pills that he gave to my mom... I needed to eat them EXACTLY in the time he was saying and to be very carefull with the diet...

the second step would be to take some analysis at the lab for checking my blood and to see if the treatment could be taken or not...

he gave her the address of his house at my city ..he would stay at my city for 2-3 months..so..she needed to see him as soon as possible.. Actually, he never told her what kind of treatment it would be....

My mom went back at home and she made me go on a that diet..JUST GREEN VEGETABLES AND SOME PILLS he gave her... It was not very difficult but.. it was weird for my family... they said maybe that would make me be worse and my mom decided after 8 days to check my blood...

I had stopped bleeding, I had not fever anymore, the glanglia dissapeared... it was a good sign... The lab said to my mom my blood was perfect.. and they repeated the analysis because my doctors couldn`t believe it!!..IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE!!...

Doctors asked my mom the reason i was perfectly healthy !!!... and..my mom told them about the black guy... they decided to look for that guy and WHEN they tried.. they couldn`t...

There was not conference, there was not an address... there was not doctor... there was nothing!!!...

My mom couldn`t contact that guy !!!..and..i never took any treatment, just the diet and for 8 days..

i am healthy and it was almost 20 years ago... God gave me a second chance..and..i appreciate that!!!

Well..that was the story...